Oct 10, 2002 22:00
Wow... yesterday was some day. Ain't been that buzzed in a looooooooong time.
I went to the beach by myself today. I went there to study but I spent a long time just slowly driving while watching the ocean. I mean, watched in moderation of course, not like literally driving with my head out the window. I finally parked and did my school work, but I spent a lot of time thinking about all the things people have been talking of on live journal and in real life. I don't think I can quite explain all that I figured out in my head, so this post is pretty meaningless for you guys, but it's important to me. And maybe once I have it sorted out in my brain I'll tell some of you about it in real life. As opposed to this cheap online imitation life junk.
(If this is not "real" life then what is it? And why do some of us pour so much of our time into it?)
I also met a seagull which is the single most annoying thing I have ever in my entire life had to deal with. I'm not someone who gets annoyed easily, but that seagull is going down if I ever see it again. To quote a republican from yesterdays congress session who was speaking of Iraq: "If you mess with us we're gonna take you out." Damn right we are, and why don't we nuke all the seagulls while we're at it.
That macro world is even more stupid and depressing then all the little micro worlds I've been thinking about. I'm in a good mood, so I don't care, but still, wouldn't it be awesome to be part of a world run be truly great people? I wonder if a world like that could actually survive? There must be some reason it never happens...