Dec 19, 2007 09:18
Had a bad day yesterday. Some sort of episode in the night, we think too much medicine, had her removing the sleep apnea mask which put her in respiratory distress and re-elevated her heart and blood pressure rates. Was somewhat incoherent while I was there most of yesterday afternoon; if I didn't talk, she'd fall asleep. Part of it is the drugs; part lack of oxygen. Was very tired and weak. Going back today while Annie's in school. Last night, seems heart/blood pressure dropped down again, which is better and one lung medicine was new. Mom refuses to go on a ventilator. I have to respect her choice; I learned that lesson with Daddy not doing chemo. Thank you guys for all your continued good thoughts and support. It means so much and helps me so much. Trying to keep my brain sharp to keep on top of issues, but am exhausted. Working Annie's school Xmas party tomorrow and promised her Santa visit tonite. Trying to do one thing at a time and not jump. Scared everytime phone rings; had really scary dreams nite before last. But trying hard to keep faith, which is always a struggle for me. Thank you again and much love xoxxoxox
Grace: I do have your camera. Just don't know how to get it to you?