Jan 29, 2004 18:42
ATTN: Ben.
no, Ben, i didn't realize you hated me.
I'm sorry if i hurt you. it was not intentional. All the time i've known you, i have only wanted to make you happy.
You broke up with me, and i was very sad. Nate asked me out 5 days later, and i said yes. And i didn't think it would hurt anyone.
The four and a half months we spent together were not for nothing, i enjoyed our time and am sad you ended it. That is not my fault.
why i have the nerve to talk to you
I misinterperated your silence and coldness towards me as something that was not personal. If i knew you didn't want ME to talk to you, i wouldn't have.
I simply didn't know.
why i think this is okay
I still care about you.
I didn't know that when you broke up with them, all human contact was cut. You are still in my community whether you like it or not. I treat you like a person. I am not sorry for that
sincerely,
Azeria Buening.
Caty said nigger and i flipped out, she justified herself by saying it was ok because i am a slut.
I am not a slut.
I am not retarded.
I am not a stoner.
I am not a bitch.
I'm Azeria, and im just me.
Nobody understands how much i want to love you all. Nobody understands how happy we could all be.
Nobody understands community.
Your all going to die alone.
-mercedes.