SoOoOo CoNfUsE!!!!
The first time i met you, you were just a guy in my math class. We began to talk a little more everyday it was nice to know that you were their for me as my friend someone i can talk to about what is really going on around me.You got me you werent like other guys you actually listen to me and knew what to tell me and the time always had something to say about everything i felt comfertable being around not knowing that everday that passed by i started to see you diffrent not as a friend but more than that. I dint know if you felt the same so i stayed quite and with the days passing by and me and my silence i relized that you felt the same way too. I could'nt belive it! It was something so wonderfull that had come my way it had been a long time since i was happy again, since what happen with my bestfriend. The lost of someone so important to you is the most hardest thing to face in life. Knowing that you felt the same way for me i decide to take a chace to live a little and let you in me. You changed me from that sad girl from the inside who looks like she's okay on the outside changed and dint feel sad anymore i was happy everyday that passed us by you impressed me you actually put time to be with me you picked me over everything it made me feel special someone who really cared about you and knowing that you felt the same way. We spend everytime and day and morning together the weekends particly it was me and you all the time it was so great. Until the day had to come when people would try to do anything for us to break up i made me feel sad again somethig that i had'nt felt in a long time! depressed about " what if you belive them?" "what if..." you said you would'nt that noone would come between us! They were all lies. All you did was hurt me even more than what i was already. Thats when i realized that it was too good to be true. Now look at things in the end i realized that you played me for a fool now your going to be a daddy soon for a unborn kid yet. Yet i still love you and always will but im confuse if everything was going great why did it end up happening this way i got hurt alot in a very painful way but im trying to get over that but i cant its to hard to get over someone who you still love.....
