awww am i dreaming? or still in love?
well lots of stuff has happen to me this hole month i know its been a really long time that i havent updated but its just that theres no time im always to busy but from now on im gonna have to i got so many stuff to tell you guys a lot of stuff has happen to me that are so awsome, but you guys have to not say anything shhhh =X okay well first it started when i was at work and i got out early and so he had called lol missed call well hello im not gonna be caring my cell phone everywhere its not like i can use it anyways so yea welll jerry my ex god i hadnt talked to him in a verry long time so yea because i was all still with manny but he is so long lol =]anyways, him and albert picked me up and i never do anything bad u know but it was tempting and u know trying wont hurt lol so yea they were smoking at first they asked u want and i said nooo but looking at it tempt me a little so i did a hit onece okay one time lol and well i was with jerry and he was holding my hand and albert dint know so that funny haha okay well yea and hes said "powerhit" i was like huh? =\ but yea he did it the other way we touched our lips together and awww i started to member lots of stuff bout whe we were a "We" so yea but i got over it and i got a lil messt up okay supper i went into this thing were i was so scared and i tought i was never coming bak from their like i was goin in cirlcles so creepy lol i was "SCARED" i had never had that experiaence and dont want it nope! okay since that they me and hiim have been talking like all the time now so thats cool you because i still love him yes i still do a lot you cant imagine its gets me sooo mad when he is with gurls its like god u know his mine lol but not really so yea but i wish he was once again but nope and well yea i miss him lots and hope me and him go back together! well everything that has happen to me gots to do with jerry and well ill keep updating from now on lol i have tooo u guys got to know wats goin on and well yea so i gots to go byez luv ya *jessica* =]