Oct 18, 2007 09:00
I am miserable. I have been miserable for quite some time now. I just want to go home. That's all I want to do and that's what occupies most of my thoughts. When I get to go home, when I can call home, do I have enough money to fly home. And due to various and complicated boy drama of the friend betraying kind, these past couple days have been even worse. I'm almost finished my transfer application to UD, I have one for Franklin and Marshall, and I'm calling MSM admissions office today. I also might look at Dickinson's transfer process. I just really hate being so far away and so alone. I made a mistake, I will admit to it. I thought I could go so far away and be fine, but I don't want to anymore. I don't want to have to tough it out, I want to feel safe at home.
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In reality, things really aren't this dramatic. I just needed to vent that. But honestly, I am thinking about coming home. Any suggestions, advice?
I miss you guys.