*Another coughing, shaking fit in a bathroom*

Jan 31, 2005 03:15

Another Broken-Hearted Tragedy

All I've ever wanted
Was for you to love me as much as I love you,
But that's not looking possible now-a-days.
No matter how many times you tell me you love me more.
Because it's not true.
I don't think you'll EVER love me more than I love you.
Give me something to place the blame on,
The distance maybe?
Sure,
That sounds good for now.
Because a phone call can't keep you loving me...
And being in love is heavily influenced by proximity.
And now,
There's someone closer to you than I'll ever be.
And you can say that you don't like them now.
But if it's not this person,
Then there's bound to be another...
And it's got me thinking that the only reason you agreed to be mine was because there was no one else at the time.
I guess I'll never know the truth.
All I'm really asking for is honesty,
Because it's looking like this relationship was destined to be another broken-hearted tragedy.
But for the sake of your happiness,
I'll act as though I'm content.
...It doesn't matter because I was only a "phase"
And I don't deserve you anways...

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