Still living...

Oct 31, 2004 16:41

Ehh, i thought i'd get out today so i went to the mall with my sis, bobs, and kyle. It was alright, we went and saw the grudge, it had it's scary parts. I wanna go see the American justice league movie, heard good things about it from Dale, and Belinda. Yeah, i had a little encounter, saw my luv with his luv...it was ummm, not too horrible :(. Seeing him happy is good, and i never heard a bad thing about Maggie so she must be pretty cool. As long as he's happy. I waved at joey but i was a little uneasy about going up to him so i just walked on, i don't know whats going on, i wouldn't wanna go and talk to him and then leave and have him tell his friends he can't stand me, it's scary. No matter what i don't wanna be one of those couples who end up hating eachother, he could treat me so bad and say the worst things to me but i could never hate him, so i'll be there for him no matter what. I probably sound pathetic because i sit here and care and he's already moved on but ya know, it's who i am, you could talk crap about me and i'd know it too, and i'd still be a friend and not one of those people who pretend but really don't care.
Anyways, enough of that...Hmmmm, wish i could party tonight, i have so much homework it's a bummer. All you kids better have an awesome night. I am so thankful for you guys, my friends, you all know who u are. I look at things and see how i shut everyone out and surrounded myself with joey while everyone told me not to but i didn't listen and as soon as things go wrong you guys are all their for me, it really is one of the greatest feelings to know there are people who care, so thank you. And i'm always here if anyone needs to talk :). Love you all. Have an Awesome night like eddie would because he's AWESOME!
~*Alisha*~
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