another bridge burned...
i am walking out in the rain
and i am listening to the low moan of the dial tone again
and i am getting nowhere with you
but i can't let it go and i can't get through...
and in each other's shadows we grew less and less tall
and eventually our theories couldn't explain it at all...
I have finally decided to walk away...for real. No more holding on to what isn't there. No more putting energy into what I'm getting nothing out of. It may be the hardest thing I've ever done, but it's got to be done for my own sanity, dammit. I'm worth more than this, more than I've been getting. Maybe she'll come after me, maybe she won't. Regardless, it is her loss, and I am moving on.
On another note, it's been so good hanging out with all of my friends again! I've missed you all so much! And Raul, my hair may be short, but I am still the invincible BLS!!!!
I am getting back to me, and it feels great. Even better than I remembered.
Back to work, then to the gym tonight. Hell, yeah, hotness. ;)
and i am listening to the low moan of the dial tone again
and i am getting nowhere with you
but i can't let it go and i can't get through...
and in each other's shadows we grew less and less tall
and eventually our theories couldn't explain it at all...
I have finally decided to walk away...for real. No more holding on to what isn't there. No more putting energy into what I'm getting nothing out of. It may be the hardest thing I've ever done, but it's got to be done for my own sanity, dammit. I'm worth more than this, more than I've been getting. Maybe she'll come after me, maybe she won't. Regardless, it is her loss, and I am moving on.
On another note, it's been so good hanging out with all of my friends again! I've missed you all so much! And Raul, my hair may be short, but I am still the invincible BLS!!!!
I am getting back to me, and it feels great. Even better than I remembered.
Back to work, then to the gym tonight. Hell, yeah, hotness. ;)