Aug 22, 2006 09:04
idk how im going to handle all this....
went to cbgb's with steff, andrew and omar sunday. so much fun. we saw no redeeming and district 9. i forgot how much fun shows are. it was a fun trip tho
tomorrows my 18th birthday and me, steve and my dad are going sky diving! i cant wait. im really excited but im starting to get nervous
im getting nervous about steve going away too. he leaves in 12 days and im scared on how things might change between us and how i'll handle it. i dont get why things go the way they do and why i do so much sometimes and expect the same back. im just stupid i guess. maybe i should just stop expecting it...