Drama sucks cowballs Batman.
This is a rant. Yes, a rant. Me ranting about pretty much anything that irritated me and annoyed me. Nothing bad, just so many things have been happening in my life and all I want to do is just forget about it. Which I can but people around me seem to bring shit up and it's just too much to consume for me. I just hate drama in work. Seriously it's ridiculous. I always find myself in someone else's business when I'm not aware of it. I hear loads of gossip in which my name pops in. It's a load of crap. All I do is just do my work and that's it. I don't know why do I have to be put into something that isn't my problem. So my solution for that is to just ignore it all. I could careless if I get bad looks. I'm not here to please them. I'm here to work and get money and just fing survive this place. So yes, I mind my own business that involves with me and that's it. Now if a friend ask for help all I can give them is an advice. Other than that I don't want to be in the He said, She said bullshit. Ok, now I feel good taking that part out.
Now on to what really irritates me most...the power outages that's been occurring for the past weeks. For some unknown and probably stupid reason, we've been having power outages again. They've scheduled in having to turn the power off because of some nonsense that is quiet expensive to fix since the Governor can't find a way to fix it. I say burn the fucker since I hate him and never wanted him to win. See what family votes get you? Anyways, I will not go into how stupid the voting here is since it'll just rant more and more. I hate politics and will never bother to go into them. Just as long as the Governor can help fix this place but from what everyone knows he sucks cowballs. So now I go on why I hate power outages. It ruins my net surfing, photoshopping, and the HEAT. The time it goes off is on the time when the sun's really hot. It's irritating! My house facing the sun when it sets. Very beautiful, yes but not when it's like uber hot out. So while the sun is burning my house like I'm in an oven the power goes off. That means there's no a/c and nothing to entertain me besides listening to mp3. How sad is that? Am I being too much of a bitch right now about complaining these sort of shit? But who cares. Everyone rants. Might as well I rant too, mhmm.
I'm almost done, don't worry. I'll just talk about my love life, but quiet short. I don't think you'd like to hear it. If you don't then leave. If you do then read on. It's so nice of you. So, as you all don't know, which only a few does, I am single. After being with someone who I think just used me, I pretty much just said no to dating and thought that all guys are like that. Which all they want from you is to get into your pants. Nail and bail...shit like that. Most of the guys that I know are like that. They either like me or just want to get into my pants. And the ones that likes me are the ones I wouldn't even dare in dating. I know beggars can't be choosers but I am not begging for a boyfriend. Well just this one guy that I'm totally crushing on. No not Jensen Ackles. He's a coworker of mine who happens to have a girlfriend. Why do I get attracted to guys that I can't seem to get? But I shouldn't doubt myself since he is interested in me in return but is just in a predicament. Well I am not forcing him to do anything that he "might" regret. All I'm pretty much doing is going with the flow. And the flow seem so smooth. We're just getting to know each other real well. So it's like a slow flow but I'm trying my best to be patient and wait. I can't believe I'm waiting for some guy. I just hope he's worth it. Which I can tell he is coz I don't see him hitting on me unlike the guys I know how has girlfriends and mack all over me. I don't know what does that mean though. Does he want to be just friends? But I sense something more than his intension on being friends. But who knows. Only time will tell. Til then all I have to do is just wait and try not to go crazy with all the waiting. Since I am impatient...well depending on what though.
Alrighty, I think I'm done. And as of right now I feel...alright. It's always good to vent on LJ, lol. Well I've talked about it with my friends, just as of right now I'm too lazy to talk on the phone. I'm not much of a phone person but can be at times. Weird but oh well. All I want is to just stop with the drama at work, the power outages, and know what the hell will happen with this guy. And right now I wana do something for Hayden and Franco's birthday but don't have the urge to. But I will try. Probably just need coffee. It always gives me a kick. Anyways, I'm out. Thank you for your time, if you have read this. Adios, peace.
Now on to what really irritates me most...the power outages that's been occurring for the past weeks. For some unknown and probably stupid reason, we've been having power outages again. They've scheduled in having to turn the power off because of some nonsense that is quiet expensive to fix since the Governor can't find a way to fix it. I say burn the fucker since I hate him and never wanted him to win. See what family votes get you? Anyways, I will not go into how stupid the voting here is since it'll just rant more and more. I hate politics and will never bother to go into them. Just as long as the Governor can help fix this place but from what everyone knows he sucks cowballs. So now I go on why I hate power outages. It ruins my net surfing, photoshopping, and the HEAT. The time it goes off is on the time when the sun's really hot. It's irritating! My house facing the sun when it sets. Very beautiful, yes but not when it's like uber hot out. So while the sun is burning my house like I'm in an oven the power goes off. That means there's no a/c and nothing to entertain me besides listening to mp3. How sad is that? Am I being too much of a bitch right now about complaining these sort of shit? But who cares. Everyone rants. Might as well I rant too, mhmm.
I'm almost done, don't worry. I'll just talk about my love life, but quiet short. I don't think you'd like to hear it. If you don't then leave. If you do then read on. It's so nice of you. So, as you all don't know, which only a few does, I am single. After being with someone who I think just used me, I pretty much just said no to dating and thought that all guys are like that. Which all they want from you is to get into your pants. Nail and bail...shit like that. Most of the guys that I know are like that. They either like me or just want to get into my pants. And the ones that likes me are the ones I wouldn't even dare in dating. I know beggars can't be choosers but I am not begging for a boyfriend. Well just this one guy that I'm totally crushing on. No not Jensen Ackles. He's a coworker of mine who happens to have a girlfriend. Why do I get attracted to guys that I can't seem to get? But I shouldn't doubt myself since he is interested in me in return but is just in a predicament. Well I am not forcing him to do anything that he "might" regret. All I'm pretty much doing is going with the flow. And the flow seem so smooth. We're just getting to know each other real well. So it's like a slow flow but I'm trying my best to be patient and wait. I can't believe I'm waiting for some guy. I just hope he's worth it. Which I can tell he is coz I don't see him hitting on me unlike the guys I know how has girlfriends and mack all over me. I don't know what does that mean though. Does he want to be just friends? But I sense something more than his intension on being friends. But who knows. Only time will tell. Til then all I have to do is just wait and try not to go crazy with all the waiting. Since I am impatient...well depending on what though.
Alrighty, I think I'm done. And as of right now I feel...alright. It's always good to vent on LJ, lol. Well I've talked about it with my friends, just as of right now I'm too lazy to talk on the phone. I'm not much of a phone person but can be at times. Weird but oh well. All I want is to just stop with the drama at work, the power outages, and know what the hell will happen with this guy. And right now I wana do something for Hayden and Franco's birthday but don't have the urge to. But I will try. Probably just need coffee. It always gives me a kick. Anyways, I'm out. Thank you for your time, if you have read this. Adios, peace.