Sand
I spend 12 hours a day in a room without windows. I had a night shift yesterday. I have a cardio test tomorrow. But God is great and he granted me my little unspoken wish.
As I said, there are no windows where I take my classes. And when in home, I´m always at the computer, and when I take a break, I still don´t get to see a lot of sky. Lately, I´ve been feeling not only stressed, but caged. And all through this week, I´ve been wishing to just walk in the beach for a bit, watch the sea´s dance and feel the breeze.
And today, I really didn´t wanted to get up. As I said, night shift. I really considered sleeping in. But Sunday´s morning is the special time I take to assure myself to never let go of my faith, no matter how busy I am, so I got up. I went with mom to run a quick errand and when we were walking to the car, she suggested that we took the beach side instead of the street. It wasn´t even for relaxation purposes, just a "this-side-is-quicker" kind of thing. Still, I got to take off my shoes and feel the sand and watch the sea and smell the breeze for two whole blocks.
I was so happy, I almost wept.
God, I had almost forgotten it. I felt human again. Couldn´t keep the grin out of my face. Such a simple thing... but it meant the world to me.
I took this a while ago. It was supposed to be a shot of my feet, but well... that´s how it turned out.
I´m wearing that same skirt right now :)
On another note....
Dear Zack, I really hate your hair right now, ya´know? It just won´t cooperate. At least your skin tone was easier than Cloud´s -_-U