does a name predict the outcome?

[isitstanding]

nice to see you too. banjo. so catching up on my livejournal readings i happen to notice that the number of entries has depleted drastically. and instead of bragging about how happy your life is, most people have reduced themselves to sad feed me comment entries. well those are cool too so maybe i'll start off will all the good stuff happening lately and then rollercoaster around my universe. I've been at war with a really unsuccessful assault on my check book. IT seems to always be at negative or under ten dollars. So where do my checks go, food, bills, and weekends. on occasion a vinyl. rarely on clothes, you're asking yourself , "wait this is sad shit," well not anymore, i've gotten used to it, i'm hugging more, drawing trek more, wall climbing, spider racing, and turning more. But i might be getting a job as a server. so if everything turns out well i'll have major cash by christmas time for gifts to family and friends, and for snowboarding season pass. I'm going to attempt the first ever 15000 jump off big bear, switch, drunk. and acid. well maybe not. school is school, i cram at the last second and i come out on top some how. no cheating anymore, that was fun in high school. i'm still hanging out with the same group of faggots which i love very much. i'm in the middle of possessing my first ever ipod a first gen black and white screen but it will be miine none the less, thanks to apple mike, mikeintosh, steve gargas whatever you wanna call em'. I stunned my own self by finally putting myself to the test of dieting. i got obese and i've lost major pounds, it also has to do with me having no money and working almost nothing , but i've also been running a lot more and playing basketball again. i'm ten minutes away from running to the bank and depositing a earth shattering 86 dollar pay check. for two weeks of work. yes two weeks. ain't no worries here it was my pay while i was in san fransisco living it up. it's the greatest and everyone else already knew it but i finally got to experience it with that special lady. turned out to be thee best weekend ever, and who guess it away from the boys. it was bound to happen and i hope we go again. alone. broke. and horney.
what more what more, i'm getting my mom a managerial position at some apartment complexes in the OC. that means i'm moving. no big deal, i'll try and find a place to stay during the weekends if someones okay with that. i'm not a picky person, i sleep everywhere, back of cars.. no joke, floors and grass. you got to do what you got to do.
furthermore i have new music to burn. i'll update more later, i have to wash myself. xo