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Jun 24, 2006 23:42

Everytime I put you down, 
I soil the earth & pick you right back up again.

I tried to dry my eyes & paint on my face.
I poured another & tried to forget my troubles;
But I looked in the mirror & saw those,
sad Fucking eyes
And I thought about what I want to do with my life;
then I pictured myself,
thin & pale, 
malnutritioned,
with chipped finger nail polish & thick scars,
being sad & lonely,
yet still living; still getting by.
stuck in that horrid "9-5" routine.
Working some shit job, like Mcdonalds
selling grease-smothered food to obese AMERICANS,
trying to make small talk while in complete and uter disgust,
watching them at the happiest part of their day,
consuming their Big Mac & large fry,  washing it all down with a thick & frothy Milkshake
& then i thought,
Fuck the World.
All i want is to be a Mother.
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