Feb 06, 2006 19:51
i'm going through withdrawl for sure. love is tough. especially love that you can't reach.
but today was beautiful for sure. the sky, so pretty. and the colors. i love how when you finally see one beautiful 'body' it makes other objects around all the more spectacular, until you realize you're floating along with beauty everywhere if only you could catch it and hold it in your hand and squeeze it till it becomes a part of you, a part of yourself.
lately, i've become obsessed with this whole concept of 'beauty' and it's kind of bothering me and at the same time consuming me. when i see something beautiful, it strikes me and something happens. a click, a spark. why? hmm...more issues for the novel, i guess.
i dropped my japanese art history class because of a tutoring time conflict....but i love it so much i might just audit it when i can.
fridays are free days, devoted to writing and such, and i'm soo thankful for that. :)
anyways, that's it. i can not wait until next week! a 4 hour drive is nothing....but i wish i could leave right now....