Back in Berkeley
I am officially back and moved in at my new apartment in Berkeley. All I can say really is that I can't wait for school so I can actually have something worthwhile to do. It feels like i've lost braincells this past year and I would'nt hardly be surprised if i did. I really can't wait for my modern lit class which just has amazing books i get to read.
Currently, I'm trying to find a job, anything. However, I do think my apartment is kick-ass and comfortable. I'm so glad i got to have john as my roommate, he's still the same and I love it.
(for pictures i present to you my new photosite: http://www.dgrover.photosite.com/ )
Oh yeah, so i'm going to be twenty in 5 months and i'm scared. it's made me realize how i wasted 3 years in highschool hating everything and being depressed about everything..i mean i had some really rough stuff happen in those years, but i'm glad that i've figured out who i am for the most part now. i'm really not that negative person i pretended to be. i'm a cautious optimist and above all, i crave the simple things. i think i've become more relaxed and maybe even reverted a little back to childhood to escape the clutches of adulthood. being out there in the real world has always scared me a little, but i think now i can handle it. and i think i can handle it now because i've finally found that happy, free girl that was always inside of me since i was born...i think my family, friends and nate have all led me back to who i was and i couldnt ask for more.
Currently, I'm trying to find a job, anything. However, I do think my apartment is kick-ass and comfortable. I'm so glad i got to have john as my roommate, he's still the same and I love it.
(for pictures i present to you my new photosite: http://www.dgrover.photosite.com/ )
Oh yeah, so i'm going to be twenty in 5 months and i'm scared. it's made me realize how i wasted 3 years in highschool hating everything and being depressed about everything..i mean i had some really rough stuff happen in those years, but i'm glad that i've figured out who i am for the most part now. i'm really not that negative person i pretended to be. i'm a cautious optimist and above all, i crave the simple things. i think i've become more relaxed and maybe even reverted a little back to childhood to escape the clutches of adulthood. being out there in the real world has always scared me a little, but i think now i can handle it. and i think i can handle it now because i've finally found that happy, free girl that was always inside of me since i was born...i think my family, friends and nate have all led me back to who i was and i couldnt ask for more.