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I know that if nothing has changed by now it's not going to. But I want it to so bad. Or am I aloud to take back the last 3 1/2 years of my life? Because that would be swell too. He's just the only person I've ever felt that way about and I'm afraid I'm never going to feel that way again. Maybe it's because I don't want to feel that for anyone else. If I could take it all back it would be like I didn't know I could feel that way. Then I wouldn't walk around feeling like something was missing. So would you please give all of those years back to me instead of keeping them for yourself and throwing them in a closet where you don't appreciate them? Because they are extremely important to me. That would be fabulous.