first entry since march?

Jul 09, 2006 22:32

So my little road trip was everything I thought it would be. It was chill and I"m happy about that, i'm so ready to go home. I didn't expect female drama from boys. I haven't been much in the mood to talk about feelings so I fear that I might have been a bit of an ass to the boys at times.
It's weird that there has only ever been one person who I can't spend more than 3 days with without feeling myself slowly go insane. It's stranger that it's the same person with whom I can spend 2 minutes with and get into fights of monumental proportions.
Everything has gone down hill since the 4th. I was fine living in my little space I had built up for myself but now it's not enough. I'm afraid to make the wrong choice. But even more I"m afraid there isn't a choice to make.
Maybe (hopefully) there will be another short trip in my near future.

Foo Fighters everlong is the theme song to the trip.

The only thing I"ll ever ask of you got to promise not to stop when I say when
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