Mar 14, 2007 13:28
Well, I've discovered that stuff is pretty much the same no matter what city you're in. I'm not sorry I moved here, I've met some great people, and done some cool stuff, but I really miss the sun, and all I wanna do is lay in my hammock in the sun up on the hill at the cabin and take a nap. I'm supposed to go camping on the island on Easter weekend, and I just keep thinking about how I wish I was going with you guys.
I am glad I moved here, I 've had some good experiences, but sometimes i just want to get back to my comfort zone, you know?
My friend Margi is going up to the Yukon for the summer, and I'm going to drive up with her and fly back after a couple of weeks, but I'm tempted just to stay up there for the summer, maybe do some tree-planting for a couple of months, make some good money, come back to Calgary for a couple of weeks before school starts and go camping, float down the Bow, etc.
I just feel so restless, like I'm trapped inside my own head. I'd almost be tempted to just stay up north and live in a shack, far far way from civilization.
The ocean and the mountains here are really nice, but I actually miss the rockies, and foothills and even the prairie, and all you guys and my family. I almost feel like an orphan here.
Well, we'll see what the summer brings, I just get so restless in the spring. I want to go everywhere, and learn everything. At least if I stay in Van, I'll get lots of kayaking and climbing done this summer. I really feel like I just need to go be in the woods all summer though. One more year of school, then I can fall off the face of the earth, I just really need to complete my stupid useless degree.
I really miss you guys, and hope to see you all soon.