And if life's not beautiful without the pain, well then I'd rather never ever even see beauty again
That's just my favorite song lyric from the past twenty cd's I've bought recently. I'm not sure if I agree with it or not. I guess it depends on my mood. I'm just so stressed out all the tme lately. Talking to Steve last night cheered me up some,(thanks for that, man) but I'm just uber confused about where my life is going right now.
Every time I think I know what I'm doing and have everything under control, I feel like I want something else. For instance, I should be going to an actual real university next fall, but I'm still not 100% on what I'm taking or even what city I'm going to be in. The idea of going to school in Vansterdam is getting more appealing by the day. Now that I know that's what Steve wants to do and also that he needs a roommate, I'm tipping more towards that.(sorry Rach, but it's not a for sure yet, besides that doesn't really change our ultimate goal, but we'll discuss later)
I feel like a need a fresh start, somewhere near the ocean, where Radiohead and Blur won't skip on their tours. Where I feel like not voting conservative isn't just throwing my vote away.
Ahh, we'll see. Nothing's ever written in stone. Every major decision I've made in the last 3 years has been a snap one, so maybe I'll think this one through a lot more.
Toodles.
Every time I think I know what I'm doing and have everything under control, I feel like I want something else. For instance, I should be going to an actual real university next fall, but I'm still not 100% on what I'm taking or even what city I'm going to be in. The idea of going to school in Vansterdam is getting more appealing by the day. Now that I know that's what Steve wants to do and also that he needs a roommate, I'm tipping more towards that.(sorry Rach, but it's not a for sure yet, besides that doesn't really change our ultimate goal, but we'll discuss later)
I feel like a need a fresh start, somewhere near the ocean, where Radiohead and Blur won't skip on their tours. Where I feel like not voting conservative isn't just throwing my vote away.
Ahh, we'll see. Nothing's ever written in stone. Every major decision I've made in the last 3 years has been a snap one, so maybe I'll think this one through a lot more.
Toodles.