*whimpers*
...I wanna go to bed. I'm going to bed after I post this. Stayed at Alex's till right at 9, which was actually when I was sposed to be home...Granddad didn't have a cow though...
Had fun with my other family...lol...We played....crap I don't even know what it's called...for about 3 hours...then watched the end of Medallion. Or, well, Alex and I watched 45 minutes of the end then sat in front of a computer. Literally just sat. Which didn't bother me. I was about to fall over anyways...so I just like....leaned on him the whole time. Eh...and he's all...blowing on my neck & crap...I was like quit......(why) cause I'm tired...(*blows on my neck*) quit!!! (fine).....eh.........so he stopped. I looove looking in his eyes, because in them I can see that he truly "has feelings" for me...I say "has feelings" because most people think that 1 1/2 to 2 months is too early to say love.........ah screw it. I can see he loves me when he looks at me. And I love it. I love the way he looks at me. And I love how his voice gets softer when he's talking to just me...like...even if we're with other people, and he's only talking to me, his voice gets all...soft...and quiet...
I'm gonna miss him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
If I can get on MySpace...I think I have this list thingy...........BUT IT'S NOT LETTING ME LOG IN!...Had to use Leiah's name....oh well...here it is...
Hey Hey...here's a thingy-majigg.....
*1. He stares at you alot.
2. He hits you alot. (just play hitting )
*3. He uses the first thing that pops into his head to start a converstaion with you
*4. He yelled, "Hi!", to your mom that day she picked you up from school.
5. He blew off his buds to go see "a chick flick" with you cuz you couldn't get another girl pal to go & didn't want to go alone.
*6. He tries to make you laugh, even if he gets hurt in the process
*7. His voice gets softer ("Hey, you") when ever you two talk.
*8. You hung up on him. He called you back.
9. You were invited by him to a group outing.
10. He called you to talk about nothing at all.
*11. He imitates your laugh. OK, you do snort sometimes. Which makes you laugh even harder...
*12. He remembers little things you mention in casual conversation.
*13. He sometimes stares straight into your eyes.
*14. He uses every possible way to touch you (your hair, face, butt, thighs, etc.)
Hehe...the little astrick thingys are the things Alex does...but seriously...the way he looks at me is just.....................I dunno. It's almost like he's telling me he's not going to keep anything from me, and he's not going to hurt me without saying anything....
Right. I'm confusing my self now.................