1/8 Above 7/8 Below
My Creative Writing teacher gave me an assignment to write about this quote by Hemingway . I'm too lazy to take it out right now but it was something along the lines of a poem or story should be like an iceberg 1/8 above sea level and 7/8 below sea level . I had no inspiration what so ever for this one . It was terrible . I tried starting it so many times but it was fail . So today I came up with something . It was pretty okay . I wouldn't consider it my best piece though . It isn't a poem just random blabble . Anyway it doesn't directly refer to the quote but there are hints of it . Hopefully my teacher will give me a good grade for this . But I didn't really take this seriously so I don't know ^^ . Anyway here goes nothing .
I wish I hadn’t told you. I wish those words never left my lips. I wish I wasn’t so hurt from this. I was never the one who would be able to hide my feelings. Even when I had let the world see how vulnerable I am, I wouldn’t admit it. I’m a loser because I’m weak and I would never admit it. Those things I have told you, I never meant to tell them to anyone. But somehow, you were able to remove those words from inside me. I didn’t want to say those things, and I wish I hadn’t. Those secrets, those hidden words, and those dissatisfactions, you heard them all. I never hid anything from you. When we talked, I was reckless, I wouldn’t mind revealing everything. I was so reckless that I forgot that I could get hurt from it. The world may not see what I have hidden, but you have. I simply trusted you that much. But in the end, all the things that I had believed in fell apart. You broke away from me, and the time I would spend saying all those things, was wasted. I thought I could have trusted you. But you have proven to me, that no one should be trusted. Your hidden self had become my worst enemy. I hated you for doing that to me. I truly hated you. But what is hating you going to do? It’s not going to return those words to me and it’s definitely not going to replace the time I lost telling you everything. I wish I was stronger then maybe I wouldn’t be this way. Maybe hiding most of oneself is the safest path one could take. If I had known better, I would have hid myself more carefully and resisted the urge to float above sea level. I suppose it prevents me from getting hurt again.
It isn't long but it's good enough . My APs are coming up and seriously I am scared as hell . I don't remember most of the material so now I have a lot of studying to do . It's terrible . Hopefully I'll make it through alive . My teachers are rushing to finish the lessons so I'm pretty much screwed haha . I can't wait for all the tests to be over so I can just chill again . In my mind, once the APs are over I can get my life back xD . Hopefully I can because I miss being able to spend time on O! . Sigh ~ I haven't even been updated on a lot of the News . I feel like such a bad fan >< . Anyway, good luck to me ~ . Hopefully I can write up some good news on here after my APs haha . I can't wait . Not .
I wish I hadn’t told you. I wish those words never left my lips. I wish I wasn’t so hurt from this. I was never the one who would be able to hide my feelings. Even when I had let the world see how vulnerable I am, I wouldn’t admit it. I’m a loser because I’m weak and I would never admit it. Those things I have told you, I never meant to tell them to anyone. But somehow, you were able to remove those words from inside me. I didn’t want to say those things, and I wish I hadn’t. Those secrets, those hidden words, and those dissatisfactions, you heard them all. I never hid anything from you. When we talked, I was reckless, I wouldn’t mind revealing everything. I was so reckless that I forgot that I could get hurt from it. The world may not see what I have hidden, but you have. I simply trusted you that much. But in the end, all the things that I had believed in fell apart. You broke away from me, and the time I would spend saying all those things, was wasted. I thought I could have trusted you. But you have proven to me, that no one should be trusted. Your hidden self had become my worst enemy. I hated you for doing that to me. I truly hated you. But what is hating you going to do? It’s not going to return those words to me and it’s definitely not going to replace the time I lost telling you everything. I wish I was stronger then maybe I wouldn’t be this way. Maybe hiding most of oneself is the safest path one could take. If I had known better, I would have hid myself more carefully and resisted the urge to float above sea level. I suppose it prevents me from getting hurt again.
It isn't long but it's good enough . My APs are coming up and seriously I am scared as hell . I don't remember most of the material so now I have a lot of studying to do . It's terrible . Hopefully I'll make it through alive . My teachers are rushing to finish the lessons so I'm pretty much screwed haha . I can't wait for all the tests to be over so I can just chill again . In my mind, once the APs are over I can get my life back xD . Hopefully I can because I miss being able to spend time on O! . Sigh ~ I haven't even been updated on a lot of the News . I feel like such a bad fan >< . Anyway, good luck to me ~ . Hopefully I can write up some good news on here after my APs haha . I can't wait . Not .