Bipolar - ish
I wrote this out of ... mild anger in a way . I wasn't really mad ... but I don't know what I was thinking . I wrote it quite a few weeks ago and I just dug it out to post here . I was always too lazy to do it . But now I finally did . I don't really like it but my teacher gave me a good grade on it ... and again I don't know why she likes me so much . Every paper I have written has gotten good grades . I don't deserve them and I told her that already but she still gives me good grades . I don't know if I should be happy or annoyed haha . Anyway enough about me, onto the poem !
Have you forgotten what you said the other day ?
Have you taken the situation so lightly ?
Could you ever forget that broken heart ?
I won't let you forget it .
That promise you made
Was broken before my eyes .
The perfection dissipated
Together with my shattered soul .
That time you said you
Wanted this new life.
But this chance is over
This is just to say
Your life is controlled by me.
The freedom now gone
To replace my broken heart .
The format isn't perfect, the second to last stanza is the first line for the next stanza ... Don't know why I did that . Anyway if you haven't figured it out already it's about me being mad about them wanting to pursue their solo activities . I have never said anything negative about it before, but I guess my mind was never too pleased with it . So, yea it sounds kinda ... controlling and scary . But the beginning is more of a guilt trip, I mean they've always said, Always Keep the Faith and that they would never break up and now they're so close to breaking up so I wrote that part as a guilt trip . Then it goes on to be controlling haha . I don't know why I'm explaining it when people are supposed to figure it out haha . Ignore me . I've been stressed out lately because of all these exams and projects and presentations ... seems like school is never going to end . What's worse is that I have my SAT IIs this Saturday and my ACT the next Saturday ... so I'm pretty much screwed . I can't wait until I'm free from all this crap . It would be nice to finally relax !
Also, since today is Yoochun's birthday I feel bad for posting such a mean poem . I'm feeling guilty now haha . Anyway,
생일축하합니다 박유천 ! ♥
I can't wait until I can see them smiling together again . As I have told my friend it is my wish to see them together and smiling genuinely whether it's on the computer screen or in real life [doubt it] I'll still hope that it works out that way . They're so special to me and even though I say that it doesn't matter if they break up ... it'll still make a huge impact on me . I'll probably be depressed for quite a while . But hopefully that doesn't happen xD . Happy Birthday Yoochun oppa ! May your dreams be within your reach and may your smile continue to shine brightly :D . I just watched one half of Beautiful Love and Yoochun looks darn sexy haha . Luckily I found subs and I really hope I can watch the second half soon ! Yoochun just had to be so darn sexy that I can't get enough of him . Rawr ~ .
This is one of my favorite pictures of Yoochun because his laugh is just ♥ haha . Credits to cookie for finding it for me ♥ .
Have you forgotten what you said the other day ?
Have you taken the situation so lightly ?
Could you ever forget that broken heart ?
I won't let you forget it .
That promise you made
Was broken before my eyes .
The perfection dissipated
Together with my shattered soul .
That time you said you
Wanted this new life.
But this chance is over
This is just to say
Your life is controlled by me.
The freedom now gone
To replace my broken heart .
The format isn't perfect, the second to last stanza is the first line for the next stanza ... Don't know why I did that . Anyway if you haven't figured it out already it's about me being mad about them wanting to pursue their solo activities . I have never said anything negative about it before, but I guess my mind was never too pleased with it . So, yea it sounds kinda ... controlling and scary . But the beginning is more of a guilt trip, I mean they've always said, Always Keep the Faith and that they would never break up and now they're so close to breaking up so I wrote that part as a guilt trip . Then it goes on to be controlling haha . I don't know why I'm explaining it when people are supposed to figure it out haha . Ignore me . I've been stressed out lately because of all these exams and projects and presentations ... seems like school is never going to end . What's worse is that I have my SAT IIs this Saturday and my ACT the next Saturday ... so I'm pretty much screwed . I can't wait until I'm free from all this crap . It would be nice to finally relax !
Also, since today is Yoochun's birthday I feel bad for posting such a mean poem . I'm feeling guilty now haha . Anyway,
생일축하합니다 박유천 ! ♥
I can't wait until I can see them smiling together again . As I have told my friend it is my wish to see them together and smiling genuinely whether it's on the computer screen or in real life [doubt it] I'll still hope that it works out that way . They're so special to me and even though I say that it doesn't matter if they break up ... it'll still make a huge impact on me . I'll probably be depressed for quite a while . But hopefully that doesn't happen xD . Happy Birthday Yoochun oppa ! May your dreams be within your reach and may your smile continue to shine brightly :D . I just watched one half of Beautiful Love and Yoochun looks darn sexy haha . Luckily I found subs and I really hope I can watch the second half soon ! Yoochun just had to be so darn sexy that I can't get enough of him . Rawr ~ .
This is one of my favorite pictures of Yoochun because his laugh is just ♥ haha . Credits to cookie for finding it for me ♥ .