hmm
well i just got told by some one i really love, and have always held really dear to me something that i was not expecting. Ive known this lady for as long as i can remember, weve been best friends on and off, and i guess living in spain made ir more off than on. I dont understad, i say what i feel sometimes, what is going through my head and get my heart stoned in return. To me, real friends are those who say the truth no matter what the reaction of the person theyre telling may be. What hurt me the most is that she doesnt care to ever talk to me, and the moment she does, its to stop posting in her journal. Something about "trandescending asshole attitude you have on lately," etc. bleh. im not mad at you, just sad these words are coming from the person i would least expect it to. like Bob Marley once said,(and i hope no one gets mad at me for posting Bob Marley quotes this time) " Good friends weve had, good friends we have lost, along the way, in this great future you cant forget your past, so dry your tears i say.." I wont cry because of the future, ill smile because of the past. Just know i love you all, Rodrigo, Theano, Ryan, Whitney, Michael, Laura, Pancho, Alex,Jaime, Andy, Arancha, Coke, Borjita, Javi, Alvarito(i miss you bro).. so many friends, you all know who you are. you make this life worth it.