my fake nephew

[ishutmyeyes]

ok so i have the cutest fake nephew ever, he just turned one last week. its been crazy ive watched him once a week for like the last year and wow do they change and grow fast. hes so sweet and loving, which is a testimont to his absolutly fabulous parents. its nice watching a child grow up in a loving, sane, healthy, stable enviroment...ya dont see that much nowadays. he makes me want kids....sometimes haha...maybe ill just get fucked up and have sex with the first thing i see when i stumble outside and never tell him its his kid and be selfish and a terrible parent....how depressing does that sound?

luckily im not like that in the least.
rents do soon, i wonder if my mommy will help me pay it for the next year...gotta love the real world.