the first update for a while
tuesday, january 11th, 2005
well now. i must say i have been neglecting the old livejournal. on a few accounts: being busy, not wanting to write, and not knowing what to write. in all honesty im drifting as i type this out because i already feel boring. the last few weeks have been fantastic. ive been with a certain person almost everyday who is completely brightening up my life. i think everyone can tell ive been happier because it honestly shows. life at home in all reality hasnt been too bad either. i think my parents realize how happy am i and theyve finally really seen me really happy so they dont want to ruin it and kudos to them for not bringing me down. i appreciate positive attitudes from them very much. its almost as if they are new people. for the first time in a long time ive been waking up from my alarm clock without shouting or grunting or using obsure language. im excited to wake up each day. i anticipate what is to come in the hours that await me. the reason i anticipate my day is because that i know i will smile. lately ive frowned once and thats when i was walking at night and it was dark and i had to go to the bathroom so i assumed the door was slightly open and could be open just by a little push so i walked into the door, but the door was shut and i slammed my head into it. in all honesty, the frown was very miniscule. a throbbing forehead couldnt ruin the smiles. i hope youre aware of what you exactly do to me.
well now. i must say i have been neglecting the old livejournal. on a few accounts: being busy, not wanting to write, and not knowing what to write. in all honesty im drifting as i type this out because i already feel boring. the last few weeks have been fantastic. ive been with a certain person almost everyday who is completely brightening up my life. i think everyone can tell ive been happier because it honestly shows. life at home in all reality hasnt been too bad either. i think my parents realize how happy am i and theyve finally really seen me really happy so they dont want to ruin it and kudos to them for not bringing me down. i appreciate positive attitudes from them very much. its almost as if they are new people. for the first time in a long time ive been waking up from my alarm clock without shouting or grunting or using obsure language. im excited to wake up each day. i anticipate what is to come in the hours that await me. the reason i anticipate my day is because that i know i will smile. lately ive frowned once and thats when i was walking at night and it was dark and i had to go to the bathroom so i assumed the door was slightly open and could be open just by a little push so i walked into the door, but the door was shut and i slammed my head into it. in all honesty, the frown was very miniscule. a throbbing forehead couldnt ruin the smiles. i hope youre aware of what you exactly do to me.