i have a secret...

[ishotlove]

god, shit is so fucked up right now. i seriously have no idea what other things could go on in my life. one day i am meeting wonderful new people, the next i wake up in a random bed, the next i am crying on the phone to my old best friend. i wish i could erase everything....

well i take that back. life is not rough for me. BUT my emotions are running wild. i want them to calm down. I want to calm down. i want to feel safe.