Sep 04, 2004 08:35
Don't you wish you could go back in time and change all the little things you said or did because when you look back you feel like a fool and know you could have handled a situation better? I hate when people are unpredictable and throw me for a loop. Thats why I like relationships with people I know really well because I kinda can predict them so I can handle things better. I dont know. I miss what I had this summer...kinda like it was from straight out of a movie.
On other notes i feel like the main thing I accomplished this summer is self-confidence. I now love myself for who I am and Im comfortable with me.
Oh but I also feel like all my relationships are destined to fail for 3 reasons:
1. i get too easily attached
2. i get really jealous of other girls
3. i hide the above and i also dont let people know how im feeling, communicate well with them, or let them know what they mean to me
I guess Im just a complicated girl...but the main thing I want in my relationships is just to have you make me feel like im special...so this is a indirect but really DIRECT hint at one person...make me feel special...i like you :) and if u dont...ill make ur worst fear come true hahahahhaha (sorry inside joke, their fear is really fucking hillarious)
I almost miss innocent love. Ass kinda sucks sometimes. You feel dirty after. I miss just kissing and being held. So nice. So nice. No sluttiness.