Falling Apart

[ishmial_17]

here's a song i worte a couple of yrs ago in my journal for days jus like these.

"Falling Apart"

While i walk the path of my mistakes,
i can hear u laughing,
i can see you pointing,
and i sure as hell see you having a hell of a time

But even though ive tried for,
cried for u,
lied for u,
you still make me choke on everything i havent yet done 4 u

So 2nite i lay, face first in my hands
beggin, pleadin and prayin for a chance to make up for ive done,
wut i havent done,
and wut i have yet to do.
Rite here im falling apart,
your words strangle,
as your posture punishes,
cant u fuckin see me splitting at the seams?
tearing at the edges?
WATCH ME FUCKIN FALL APART B4 YOUR EYES!!!

I guess im not enough,
am i just your cliche lover?
cuz if i am go fuck yourself!
i stand here dedicated to my love for u,
as u r over there makin me feel stupid for doing so

So wut the fuck was it all for?
why did i sacrifice?
and y did i plead?
it was all for nothin,
u have made that much clear

So 2nite i lay, face first in my hands
beggin, pleadin and prayin for a chance to make up for ive done,
wut i havent done,
and wut i have yet to do.
Rite here im falling apart,
your words strangle,
as your posture punishes,
cant u fuckin see me splitting at the seams?
tearing at the edges?
WATCH ME FUCKIN FALL APART B4 YOUR EYES!!!

so go ahead and try and enjoy life without me,
cuz i kno you wont,
you have my love darling.. jus learn not 2 abuse it

So 2nite i lay, face first in my hands
beggin, pleadin and prayin for a chance to make up for ive done,
wut i havent done,
and wut i have yet to do.
Rite here im falling apart,
your words strangle,
as your posture punishes,
cant u fuckin see me splitting at the seams?
tearing at the edges?
WATCH ME FUCKIN FALL APART B4 YOUR EYES!!!