hi miss soriano!!!

Feb 24, 2005 18:35

hahhaha...yan mis a...lam ko naman sisilip kayo ule...hahahha...hay...ano b yan...hay...now...i really feel to be my depressed poet thingy...

u know why?
coz i am not loved
wat i mean is not by family
teenage love
o please!!!wat am i saying these stupid things???
u know why...coz my silly right hemisphere wont stop me from thinking...realizing...
but even if i do realize something...d ko parin napapnindigan...
wow!lalim...:D

i can really see it right now..
i am so stupid
i dont think
ionly act
sometimes...i even think of dying..
i hope for the peaceful deaths..
like sleeping..
or aving meninggo...that i actually thought i had!
watever ishi...wat an outrageous thought,,.
but possible though..

I am a stick
people think i starve myself
that i am conscious
I AM NOT
i simply dont like to eat that much
pero matakaw ako..
whaaa!!!labo mo ishi..
i dunno...
but hey????
wats wrong being a stick anyway???
yea...i am not curvy..
prone to sickness,,
pero kung isipin mo...
kung walang stick n base...walang figures..
hahahha!!!so naging shape n pla ako..
ewan ko...

and another thing...the white skin thing..
sabi nila be proud of your color..
e pano nga kung talagang maputi ka na?
parang pinapalabas nila na maarte at superficial ang mga mapuputi..
pilipina ako...e kung maputi ako...di nako pilipina?
discrimination ng mga morena...sinasabi nial bl;ack is beautiful..
then pano kung natural n maputi ka...di k n beatiful!!!???
whaaa!!!what an ironic realization...

think of slanky models
they think i want to be like them...
tall...slanky and white..
e yaler???pano kung ganun k na talaga..i have no control of my human traits (genetics ba ito?!) ings please...

HOY! i know what ur thinking...that i am too confident of myself
I AM NOT
its just the same realizations of dicriminating kayumanggi-colored women and being fat...just the opposite...but actually same concept

wala na talaga...
hay...inaral namin s areligion ang love thingy..
at nalaman ko...ang aking stage ay falling out of love...whaa
hay nako...
ayoko na..
napapagod nako...linoloko ko lang sarili ko..

yea i know...people dont make u angry..
its actually ur choice to get mad..
they only help u to get mad...
then what if i dont like to be helped?!

hahahha,,,,,im so weird!!!!i have these so weird realizations and theories of life...
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