Naiyak naman ako.
I'm sorry that that particular professor feels that we (Tih and I) took his/her classes for granted. I can't speak for Tih, but I know I did in the sense that I don't have great organizational skills (and therefore, I don't know how to schedule my tasks pretty well - hell, I don't schedule at all). But to take it for granted on purpose is not something I would want to do, because I enjoy class. Of all the classes I've had in my life it's the second one that made me really appreciate Philippine Lit, so why would I want to take that for granted?
And again, I can only speak for myself when I say that I really am sorry for my absences. It's just that at this point, I don't believe feeling sorry will help me finish what I have to finish when all this time, I haven't been feeling good about myself at all.
I am mechanical-sounding. ALL the time. And so if I don't sound sorry, that's not exactly my problem now.
I just really strongly believe that feeling sorry won't help me in any way.
And on my count, yes, you could easily give me a 5.0 for my absences. But I didn't have as many absences as it sounded in the email. I count my absences, I only have seven. And yes, that still is past six, but I reported, I submitted the impromptu papers in class, and I know the requirements, I just don't know WHEN to pass them. That's all I need to know. When.
I'm sorry if I'm crying again. I'm a crybaby. I think this past week that I've been cramming I cried so many times because I'm so exhausted already. But now I feel sorry because of him / her. And now I feel sorry for myself too, which isn't really gonna help me finish my thesis by tonight or by tomorrow morning at the latest.
I'm not mad though. I'm just... Sorry as I can get. And it doesn't feel good.
And again, I can only speak for myself when I say that I really am sorry for my absences. It's just that at this point, I don't believe feeling sorry will help me finish what I have to finish when all this time, I haven't been feeling good about myself at all.
I am mechanical-sounding. ALL the time. And so if I don't sound sorry, that's not exactly my problem now.
I just really strongly believe that feeling sorry won't help me in any way.
And on my count, yes, you could easily give me a 5.0 for my absences. But I didn't have as many absences as it sounded in the email. I count my absences, I only have seven. And yes, that still is past six, but I reported, I submitted the impromptu papers in class, and I know the requirements, I just don't know WHEN to pass them. That's all I need to know. When.
I'm sorry if I'm crying again. I'm a crybaby. I think this past week that I've been cramming I cried so many times because I'm so exhausted already. But now I feel sorry because of him / her. And now I feel sorry for myself too, which isn't really gonna help me finish my thesis by tonight or by tomorrow morning at the latest.
I'm not mad though. I'm just... Sorry as I can get. And it doesn't feel good.