Shoot me now.
I don't want to do this anymore.
This graduating year crap... I swear, it's for my future, considering I'm from a third world country that believes education is the key to success, but I'm just so tired of the pressure it puts on me that I'm already rebelling against it.
I don't want to keep on doing this shit. Neither do I want to rebel against something.
But it's just so fucking overrated.
I'm sorry. I just really, REALLY need to get that out of my system. I'm at a point in my life where I just don't see the point of being somewhere you don't want to be - again. AND my highly hostile, highly rebellious side is, once again, coming out. Kinda like right before I graduated from high school (obviously I graduated anyway, but not without a share of problems and rebellion).
I can't live without pressure, but when it's there, I can't live with it as well. Fuck it.
I'm a screwed-up person. Deal with it.
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In all honesty, I want to go on a month-long getaway. Yes, just a month long, because I am the type who, while desiring proper rest, feels guilty when I'm not doing something I feel is productive. But yes, I want to go on a month-long getaway to sleep.
That's all I want to do right now, that's why I'm so cranky. I want to sleep.
This graduating year crap... I swear, it's for my future, considering I'm from a third world country that believes education is the key to success, but I'm just so tired of the pressure it puts on me that I'm already rebelling against it.
I don't want to keep on doing this shit. Neither do I want to rebel against something.
But it's just so fucking overrated.
I'm sorry. I just really, REALLY need to get that out of my system. I'm at a point in my life where I just don't see the point of being somewhere you don't want to be - again. AND my highly hostile, highly rebellious side is, once again, coming out. Kinda like right before I graduated from high school (obviously I graduated anyway, but not without a share of problems and rebellion).
I can't live without pressure, but when it's there, I can't live with it as well. Fuck it.
I'm a screwed-up person. Deal with it.
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In all honesty, I want to go on a month-long getaway. Yes, just a month long, because I am the type who, while desiring proper rest, feels guilty when I'm not doing something I feel is productive. But yes, I want to go on a month-long getaway to sleep.
That's all I want to do right now, that's why I'm so cranky. I want to sleep.