Aug 05, 2006 17:12
DISCLAIMER: boring angsty BS go ahead and skip it.
huuuuh...
sad and tired and lonely.
Im capturing video. at school. on a sat. night. by myself.
ran out of work early so I could catch 5 min w. panzer at school before he ran off to a family thing.
realized that the month is over really soon.
like REALLY soon.
With a documentary (well, 2), work at PVAH falling apart, a website to be designed, dj information to be recorded, a new relationship to be coddled (where weve been spending no time together. haha, sounds like me and frodo) a place to LIVE to be found..
i havent been sleeping right. I haven't been eating right. Im not working hard enough during the day bc im dazed out. ive been short w. ppl... which is all okay except i know its going to get worse before it gets better.
eh. it'll be okay in the end.
respect.
nae