[FIC] One More Try: Chapter 9
Title: One More Try
Author: isha_mabin
Pairing: AKAME, JinxOC
Rating: PG-15 - NC-17
Genre: Romance, AU, Angst
Disclaimer: I only own half of the plot and the original character Stephanie Jones, nothing (and no one) else
Summary: Everything was going well for Kazuya Akanishi. He had an awesome and drop-dead hot (not to mention rich) husband that loves him very much, supportive parents and equally supportive in-laws, crazy but otherwise loyal friends...and to top it off, he had just been promoted to being a director of the biggest interior design company in New York. His life was perfect. Until his husband's past came back to haunt them. And with this past, certain things are revealed and these things threatened to destroy the perfect life Kazuya thought he had.
A/N: I'm so sorry for the delay. My university life was a mess and I had to sort it out first. Anyway, everything's fine now and to make up for the wait, I'll be posting a one-shot later.
For those who haven't seen the trailer for this fic yet: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pUvpQKiZcQ8
I'm sorry the quality isn't that great. I forgot to set it to High Quality when I was uploading it to youtube. I might re-upload it when I have time though but for now, I'd be glad if you check it out ^^
And thanks to harajukyuu for the wonderful banner!!!
Previous Chapters: Chapter 1, Chapter 2, Chapter 3, Chapter 4, Cahpter 5, Chapter 6, Chapter 7, Chapter 8
CHAPTER 9:
Stephanie felt the goose bumps rising on her arm. It wasn’t that cold in the hotel but it was her insides that had chilled to ice.
This is for Eiji.
She took a deep breath and went to the front desk. “Excuse me…”
The receptionist greeted her with a smile. “Yes ma’am? How may I help you?”
“I have a reserved room under the name Stephanie Jones.”
“Just a moment ma’am.” The receptionist checked the files in the computer and then once the room was confirmed and the guest had had presented an ID, she handed her a card. “Here’s your key, ma’am. Room 256. Enjoy your stay!”
“Thanks,” Stephanie mumbled before walking to the elevator. On her way there, she glanced at her surroundings. The interior was very elegant. In other circumstances, she would have stopped to admire it but considering that the interior designer was no other than Kazuya himself and that the same man was the reason she was here in this particular day, it would be best not to.
She was alone in the elevator when she stepped in and her reflection stared back at her from the mirrored wall. It was disconcerting how much disappointment and dread was painted on that woman’s image. So she opted to look at the red numbers illuminating to indicate which floor she was in.
3…4…5…
She still has a few seconds to compose herself.
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Jin glanced at Kazuya from the corner of his eyes. He was stunning in his white suit and it was obvious by the looks he was getting from the people in the hotel they just entered.
Kazuya only wears that white suit in special occasions but then again, this day is a special occasion if you look at it in a certain way.
“Ah excuse me, are you Kazuya Kamenashi?” A petite Japanese woman interrupted.
Kazuya smiled at her. “Yes, that’s me. Do I know you?”
Jin tried to ignore the fact that Kazuya didn’t even correct the girl about his surname like he usually does. He knows it’s silly but it has always given him so much pride whenever Kazuya would declare himself as an Akanishi - as Jin’s husband.
“Actually no. My name is Yukina and I’m an interior design student. I’m Japanese and I know that it’s hard for us to compete with the American market so I am so proud that a Japanese designer had not only managed to do that but had also become the best.” The girl declared.
“Kazuya, we have to go,” Jin reminded impatiently. He didn’t like the way the girl was smiling at his husband. Even with all the things that happened, Jin was still possessive when it comes to Kazuya.
Kazuya turned to him and nodded. He glanced back at the girl and bowed in apology. “I’m kind of busy today but maybe next time, we could chat more. Here.” He handed her a business card.
“You’re free to contact me. I’ll be glad to accommodate you.”
Jin wrapped his arm around Kazuya’s waist and glared at the girl. He’s mine.
The girl gave him a confused look but shrugged and walked away.
“Room for Jin Akanishi,” Kazuya said to the receptionist and the girl immediately checked the data and then handed them the room key. “Thank you.”
As they neared their hotel room, Kazuya was feeling more and more tensed. He was the one who proposed this but even with this condition, he still didn’t like it. He didn’t like sharing Jin with anyone.
I can’t be selfish anymore.
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Stephanie roamed her eyes around the room. It was beautiful. But that connecting door by the side was reminding her of what she was getting herself into.
She shook her head to clear her thoughts. You’re doing this for Eiji, Stephanie. That’s all you need to think about.
The shower had a heater but she didn’t turn it on. She wanted to feel the cold water. Maybe it would numb her heart enough to stop feeling altogether.
Once she was done, she wrapped herself in a bathrobe and sat at the couch. She stared at the wall and tried not to think of what is happening behind that.
Jin was Kazuya’s in every sense. It was only right that they consummate their love as they surely had done many times before. She was the outsider here.
Even with the scent of the luxurious hotel bath soap lingering in her skin, she had never felt dirtier.
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Kazuya felt Jin caress his face but he didn’t want to meet his eyes. He was afraid of what he might find in Jin’s honest orbs. Would he find judgment? Anger? Uncertainty?
He was afraid to find out. He was afraid that once he sees even one tiny disappointment in Jin’s eyes, he’d back out of this deal.
“Look at me, Kazuya.”
He ran his hands up and down Jin’s arms but still refused to raise his eyes.
“Please?”
At Jin’s whispered request, Kazuya slowly looked at his husband’s eyes and was surprised when he found nothing but love in them.
“Kazuya, I understand. It’s alright,” Jin whispered and lowered his face to taste Kazuya’s inviting lips. He knew how hard this decision was for Kazuya. For others, it may seem like his husband was being a cruel man but Jin knew just how wrong they were. Even now, he could see Kazuya battling with himself. Kazuya was wounded deeply when he foolishly betrayed him years ago and Jin knew that this is the only way for his husband to cope.
Jin nipped Kazuya’s bottom lip playfully and then swiped his tongue over it to ease the sting, all the while opening Kazuya’s bathrobe. He trailed kisses down Kazuya’s throat, paying extra attention to the point where Kazuya’s pulse can be clearly felt. It was Kazuya’s sweet spot and Jin knew it. He knew all of his husband’s sweet spots.
As Kazuya raised himself from the bed to help Jin remove his bathrobe, he felt the heat rising in his body and reveled in it. This was his husband, the love of his life. And tonight he would reassure himself that he was still his - heart, body and soul.
Jin ran his hands down Kazuya’s side and to his butt, his lips never leaving Kazuya’s mouth. He shrugged off his own bathrobe and pulled Kazuya closer to him. Finally, they could feel each other without barriers - skin against skin, painfully hard erections rubbing together.
“Kazuya…” Jin moaned.
Kazuya battled Jin’s tongue inside his mouth in a sensual play they knew by heart and yet could never get tired of. He caught Jin’s tongue and sucked, making Jin groan and pull away slightly from him.
“J-Jin…” Kazuya panted. “G-get back h-here.”
Jin obeyed and went down to kiss Kazuya again, only to be turned on his back. Their position was reversed. “Kazuya?”
“I want to pleasure you.” I want you to know that only I could make you feel so good.
Kazuya concentrated his attention on Jin’s chest - licking and sucking his nipples until they turned darker and harder in arousal and biting all over the exposed skin in a way he knew Jin liked. His hands went slowly towards his husband’s shaft and rubbed teasingly slow. He climbed down and swirled his tongue on the tip of Jin’s erection, tasting pre-cum.
Jin’s moans and grunts spurned him on as he closed his mouth over Jin’s heated flesh. He moaned as well and the vibration made Jin arch his back and grasp his hair painlessly. He bobbed his head up and down and moved from tip to base easily. He had learned long ago how to control his gag reflex so as to accommodate as much of Jin as possible and it was coming in handy now.
He raised his eyes and gave Jin a sultry look as he pulled back slightly to swirl his tongue around his husband’s manhood. His confidence had full on returned, fueled by the unconcealed desire he could see in Jin’s eyes and the orgasm he knew Jin wasn’t far from.
“K-kazu, enough. It’s your turn,” Jin said, gripping the sheets tightly with one hand. He was coming undone fast and he wanted to be inside Kazuya when it happens.
Kazuya nodded, sat up and reached for the lube they brought. He coated his fingers with the liquid and reached behind him to insert them in his hole.
“Ahh…” He grunted as he prepared himself while Jin watched him with hungry eyes.
Jin showered his shoulder with kisses. “Let me do that for you, Kazu.”
“No n-need. I-I’m ready.” Kazuya impaled himself on Jin’s cock. He felt himself being stretched down there but it was a welcome intrusion.
“Ngh...God Kazu, you’re perfect.”
Kazuya moaned and began sliding up and down on top of Jin. “Ahh, ahh…”
Jin turned them around, reversing their position and dominating Kazuya with a smoldering look. Kazuya wordlessly raised his legs and held them by the back of the knee to spread them wider and provide more access for Jin.
Jin’s eyes darkened with lust and he pushed inside Kazuya again, hitting his husband’s prostate accurately with each thrust. The new angle provided deeper access for Jin and more pleasure for the both of them.
“Ngh. Ahh! That’s it, right there!”
Jin pulled almost all the way out and then pushed in as far as he can go. The sound of skin slapping skin became prominent as Jin slammed in and out of Kazuya’s tight hole.
“Faster, Jin! Harder!”
“You’re beautiful Kazu! Fuck, you’re wonderful!”
“Kazuya!” Jin screamed when he climaxed inside of his husband, his load shooting against Kazuya’s prostate and driving Kazuya to the edge as well.
“I love you, Kazuya,” Jin whispered when they both came down from their high.
“I love you too,” Kazuya whispered back before leaving the bed and donning his bathrobe.
He didn’t glance back at Jin as he walked towards the connecting door. He knocked and waited, schooling his features into that of an indifferent mask.
Stephanie’s expression was as blank as Kazuya’s when she opened the door.
They exchanged simple nods as they passed each other.
No words were needed because they both knew what would happen.
It was Stephanie’s turn.
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The smell of sex was heavy on the air. That alone caused Stephanie’s inside to quiver in disgust.
What the hell am I doing?
“Stephanie?”
Jin stood by the bed that had crumpled sheets only with a towel on his waist. His hair was tousled and his lips were slightly swollen. If that was not enough confirmation that she was just the second fuck then the lovebites would have cleared that up really fast. Jin had them scattered on his chest.
She was just borrowing Jin. That was why she had to swallow this treatment. She had to be tough. This was no time to be crying, even if she badly wanted to do just that.
When this is over, Kazuya would have Jin to reassure him that everything would be fine. He could be weak in front of his husband and he would be loved and protected. But Stephanie had none of that since Luigi had left. Luigi did not understand. He wanted nothing to do with her the moment she told him about what would happen tonight. But she was a mother first before being a woman. She had to be strong for her child. She should show no weakness. Most importantly, she could not expect anyone to hold her when she so badly needs it.
Her heart wanted to back away, to run, maybe to go back where she came from and forget all these. But her feet moved towards Jin, one step after another.
All for Eiji.
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Kazuya stood under the shower and let the shame, the guilt and the jealousy be washed away from his body. His indifferent mask had long melted away, leaving in its absence a distraught man. Worst of all was the fact that he was the one that did this to himself, to Jin, to Stephanie.
“What do you mean if it’s on your terms?”
“Jin, I want you to know that I will never be comfortable with sharing you with her but if I absolutely have to then I want to be with you first.”
“What are you saying Kazuya? I don’t get it.”
“I’m saying that you’ll have to make love to me first before having sex with Stephanie.”
He wasn’t proud of his decision. Neither was he happy about it. Maybe some part of him wanted to punish Stephanie and Jin. That part of him wants them to be humiliated for what they did years ago. Maybe it was his revenge.
But nothing will ever take away the pain. Even after hearing Jin say he loves only him, even with the knowledge that behind that wall, Jin will call out his name when he climaxes…it was still driving him crazy.
It wasn’t just water that soaked his face at that point.
But the funny thing is, he didn’t even notice.
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to be continued...
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Again, I'm really sorry. I didn't expect that RL would get shitty on me all of a sudden but still, you all deserve an apology *deep bow*
Chapter 10
Author: isha_mabin
Pairing: AKAME, JinxOC
Rating: PG-15 - NC-17
Genre: Romance, AU, Angst
Disclaimer: I only own half of the plot and the original character Stephanie Jones, nothing (and no one) else
Summary: Everything was going well for Kazuya Akanishi. He had an awesome and drop-dead hot (not to mention rich) husband that loves him very much, supportive parents and equally supportive in-laws, crazy but otherwise loyal friends...and to top it off, he had just been promoted to being a director of the biggest interior design company in New York. His life was perfect. Until his husband's past came back to haunt them. And with this past, certain things are revealed and these things threatened to destroy the perfect life Kazuya thought he had.
A/N: I'm so sorry for the delay. My university life was a mess and I had to sort it out first. Anyway, everything's fine now and to make up for the wait, I'll be posting a one-shot later.
For those who haven't seen the trailer for this fic yet: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pUvpQKiZcQ8
I'm sorry the quality isn't that great. I forgot to set it to High Quality when I was uploading it to youtube. I might re-upload it when I have time though but for now, I'd be glad if you check it out ^^
And thanks to harajukyuu for the wonderful banner!!!
Previous Chapters: Chapter 1, Chapter 2, Chapter 3, Chapter 4, Cahpter 5, Chapter 6, Chapter 7, Chapter 8
CHAPTER 9:
Stephanie felt the goose bumps rising on her arm. It wasn’t that cold in the hotel but it was her insides that had chilled to ice.
This is for Eiji.
She took a deep breath and went to the front desk. “Excuse me…”
The receptionist greeted her with a smile. “Yes ma’am? How may I help you?”
“I have a reserved room under the name Stephanie Jones.”
“Just a moment ma’am.” The receptionist checked the files in the computer and then once the room was confirmed and the guest had had presented an ID, she handed her a card. “Here’s your key, ma’am. Room 256. Enjoy your stay!”
“Thanks,” Stephanie mumbled before walking to the elevator. On her way there, she glanced at her surroundings. The interior was very elegant. In other circumstances, she would have stopped to admire it but considering that the interior designer was no other than Kazuya himself and that the same man was the reason she was here in this particular day, it would be best not to.
She was alone in the elevator when she stepped in and her reflection stared back at her from the mirrored wall. It was disconcerting how much disappointment and dread was painted on that woman’s image. So she opted to look at the red numbers illuminating to indicate which floor she was in.
3…4…5…
She still has a few seconds to compose herself.
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Jin glanced at Kazuya from the corner of his eyes. He was stunning in his white suit and it was obvious by the looks he was getting from the people in the hotel they just entered.
Kazuya only wears that white suit in special occasions but then again, this day is a special occasion if you look at it in a certain way.
“Ah excuse me, are you Kazuya Kamenashi?” A petite Japanese woman interrupted.
Kazuya smiled at her. “Yes, that’s me. Do I know you?”
Jin tried to ignore the fact that Kazuya didn’t even correct the girl about his surname like he usually does. He knows it’s silly but it has always given him so much pride whenever Kazuya would declare himself as an Akanishi - as Jin’s husband.
“Actually no. My name is Yukina and I’m an interior design student. I’m Japanese and I know that it’s hard for us to compete with the American market so I am so proud that a Japanese designer had not only managed to do that but had also become the best.” The girl declared.
“Kazuya, we have to go,” Jin reminded impatiently. He didn’t like the way the girl was smiling at his husband. Even with all the things that happened, Jin was still possessive when it comes to Kazuya.
Kazuya turned to him and nodded. He glanced back at the girl and bowed in apology. “I’m kind of busy today but maybe next time, we could chat more. Here.” He handed her a business card.
“You’re free to contact me. I’ll be glad to accommodate you.”
Jin wrapped his arm around Kazuya’s waist and glared at the girl. He’s mine.
The girl gave him a confused look but shrugged and walked away.
“Room for Jin Akanishi,” Kazuya said to the receptionist and the girl immediately checked the data and then handed them the room key. “Thank you.”
As they neared their hotel room, Kazuya was feeling more and more tensed. He was the one who proposed this but even with this condition, he still didn’t like it. He didn’t like sharing Jin with anyone.
I can’t be selfish anymore.
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Stephanie roamed her eyes around the room. It was beautiful. But that connecting door by the side was reminding her of what she was getting herself into.
She shook her head to clear her thoughts. You’re doing this for Eiji, Stephanie. That’s all you need to think about.
The shower had a heater but she didn’t turn it on. She wanted to feel the cold water. Maybe it would numb her heart enough to stop feeling altogether.
Once she was done, she wrapped herself in a bathrobe and sat at the couch. She stared at the wall and tried not to think of what is happening behind that.
Jin was Kazuya’s in every sense. It was only right that they consummate their love as they surely had done many times before. She was the outsider here.
Even with the scent of the luxurious hotel bath soap lingering in her skin, she had never felt dirtier.
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Kazuya felt Jin caress his face but he didn’t want to meet his eyes. He was afraid of what he might find in Jin’s honest orbs. Would he find judgment? Anger? Uncertainty?
He was afraid to find out. He was afraid that once he sees even one tiny disappointment in Jin’s eyes, he’d back out of this deal.
“Look at me, Kazuya.”
He ran his hands up and down Jin’s arms but still refused to raise his eyes.
“Please?”
At Jin’s whispered request, Kazuya slowly looked at his husband’s eyes and was surprised when he found nothing but love in them.
“Kazuya, I understand. It’s alright,” Jin whispered and lowered his face to taste Kazuya’s inviting lips. He knew how hard this decision was for Kazuya. For others, it may seem like his husband was being a cruel man but Jin knew just how wrong they were. Even now, he could see Kazuya battling with himself. Kazuya was wounded deeply when he foolishly betrayed him years ago and Jin knew that this is the only way for his husband to cope.
Jin nipped Kazuya’s bottom lip playfully and then swiped his tongue over it to ease the sting, all the while opening Kazuya’s bathrobe. He trailed kisses down Kazuya’s throat, paying extra attention to the point where Kazuya’s pulse can be clearly felt. It was Kazuya’s sweet spot and Jin knew it. He knew all of his husband’s sweet spots.
As Kazuya raised himself from the bed to help Jin remove his bathrobe, he felt the heat rising in his body and reveled in it. This was his husband, the love of his life. And tonight he would reassure himself that he was still his - heart, body and soul.
Jin ran his hands down Kazuya’s side and to his butt, his lips never leaving Kazuya’s mouth. He shrugged off his own bathrobe and pulled Kazuya closer to him. Finally, they could feel each other without barriers - skin against skin, painfully hard erections rubbing together.
“Kazuya…” Jin moaned.
Kazuya battled Jin’s tongue inside his mouth in a sensual play they knew by heart and yet could never get tired of. He caught Jin’s tongue and sucked, making Jin groan and pull away slightly from him.
“J-Jin…” Kazuya panted. “G-get back h-here.”
Jin obeyed and went down to kiss Kazuya again, only to be turned on his back. Their position was reversed. “Kazuya?”
“I want to pleasure you.” I want you to know that only I could make you feel so good.
Kazuya concentrated his attention on Jin’s chest - licking and sucking his nipples until they turned darker and harder in arousal and biting all over the exposed skin in a way he knew Jin liked. His hands went slowly towards his husband’s shaft and rubbed teasingly slow. He climbed down and swirled his tongue on the tip of Jin’s erection, tasting pre-cum.
Jin’s moans and grunts spurned him on as he closed his mouth over Jin’s heated flesh. He moaned as well and the vibration made Jin arch his back and grasp his hair painlessly. He bobbed his head up and down and moved from tip to base easily. He had learned long ago how to control his gag reflex so as to accommodate as much of Jin as possible and it was coming in handy now.
He raised his eyes and gave Jin a sultry look as he pulled back slightly to swirl his tongue around his husband’s manhood. His confidence had full on returned, fueled by the unconcealed desire he could see in Jin’s eyes and the orgasm he knew Jin wasn’t far from.
“K-kazu, enough. It’s your turn,” Jin said, gripping the sheets tightly with one hand. He was coming undone fast and he wanted to be inside Kazuya when it happens.
Kazuya nodded, sat up and reached for the lube they brought. He coated his fingers with the liquid and reached behind him to insert them in his hole.
“Ahh…” He grunted as he prepared himself while Jin watched him with hungry eyes.
Jin showered his shoulder with kisses. “Let me do that for you, Kazu.”
“No n-need. I-I’m ready.” Kazuya impaled himself on Jin’s cock. He felt himself being stretched down there but it was a welcome intrusion.
“Ngh...God Kazu, you’re perfect.”
Kazuya moaned and began sliding up and down on top of Jin. “Ahh, ahh…”
Jin turned them around, reversing their position and dominating Kazuya with a smoldering look. Kazuya wordlessly raised his legs and held them by the back of the knee to spread them wider and provide more access for Jin.
Jin’s eyes darkened with lust and he pushed inside Kazuya again, hitting his husband’s prostate accurately with each thrust. The new angle provided deeper access for Jin and more pleasure for the both of them.
“Ngh. Ahh! That’s it, right there!”
Jin pulled almost all the way out and then pushed in as far as he can go. The sound of skin slapping skin became prominent as Jin slammed in and out of Kazuya’s tight hole.
“Faster, Jin! Harder!”
“You’re beautiful Kazu! Fuck, you’re wonderful!”
“Kazuya!” Jin screamed when he climaxed inside of his husband, his load shooting against Kazuya’s prostate and driving Kazuya to the edge as well.
“I love you, Kazuya,” Jin whispered when they both came down from their high.
“I love you too,” Kazuya whispered back before leaving the bed and donning his bathrobe.
He didn’t glance back at Jin as he walked towards the connecting door. He knocked and waited, schooling his features into that of an indifferent mask.
Stephanie’s expression was as blank as Kazuya’s when she opened the door.
They exchanged simple nods as they passed each other.
No words were needed because they both knew what would happen.
It was Stephanie’s turn.
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The smell of sex was heavy on the air. That alone caused Stephanie’s inside to quiver in disgust.
What the hell am I doing?
“Stephanie?”
Jin stood by the bed that had crumpled sheets only with a towel on his waist. His hair was tousled and his lips were slightly swollen. If that was not enough confirmation that she was just the second fuck then the lovebites would have cleared that up really fast. Jin had them scattered on his chest.
She was just borrowing Jin. That was why she had to swallow this treatment. She had to be tough. This was no time to be crying, even if she badly wanted to do just that.
When this is over, Kazuya would have Jin to reassure him that everything would be fine. He could be weak in front of his husband and he would be loved and protected. But Stephanie had none of that since Luigi had left. Luigi did not understand. He wanted nothing to do with her the moment she told him about what would happen tonight. But she was a mother first before being a woman. She had to be strong for her child. She should show no weakness. Most importantly, she could not expect anyone to hold her when she so badly needs it.
Her heart wanted to back away, to run, maybe to go back where she came from and forget all these. But her feet moved towards Jin, one step after another.
All for Eiji.
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Kazuya stood under the shower and let the shame, the guilt and the jealousy be washed away from his body. His indifferent mask had long melted away, leaving in its absence a distraught man. Worst of all was the fact that he was the one that did this to himself, to Jin, to Stephanie.
“What do you mean if it’s on your terms?”
“Jin, I want you to know that I will never be comfortable with sharing you with her but if I absolutely have to then I want to be with you first.”
“What are you saying Kazuya? I don’t get it.”
“I’m saying that you’ll have to make love to me first before having sex with Stephanie.”
He wasn’t proud of his decision. Neither was he happy about it. Maybe some part of him wanted to punish Stephanie and Jin. That part of him wants them to be humiliated for what they did years ago. Maybe it was his revenge.
But nothing will ever take away the pain. Even after hearing Jin say he loves only him, even with the knowledge that behind that wall, Jin will call out his name when he climaxes…it was still driving him crazy.
It wasn’t just water that soaked his face at that point.
But the funny thing is, he didn’t even notice.
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to be continued...
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Again, I'm really sorry. I didn't expect that RL would get shitty on me all of a sudden but still, you all deserve an apology *deep bow*
Chapter 10