So today has been nothing short of interesting......
To say the least...I woke up and of course the first thing I do is check all my shit. Myspace, Facebook, Email, and ect. And on myspace I find a friends request from someone I KNOW hates me...Lisa Magger/Fisher...A.K.A. Jeffs girlfriend (Now ex girlfriend)...Well I sent her amessage asking why she sent a message...Turns out she was drunk and doesnt really know why...Well the way I look at drunken-ness is whatever you say or do when you where drunk reflects how your really feel and think about life...So as we go into conversation she tells me she has a couple questions and of course I answered them...One being why I contacted Jeff and why I thought it was ok...Well for one that was forever ago and two...We are friends...Everyone and their mom knows how I felt about Jeff and what loseing him done to me...And what it took out of me to get over him and over the things that happened....I can proudly say today that I am over it all and over him...I want nothing more than JUST his friendship and for him to find happiness in this world somehow...He has been shit on, pissed on and fucked over many times and quite frankly it angers me to know I am one of the people that done that...I know I appologized to him and he has me but he will never know what that relationship taught me...One of the main reasons I want to stay friends with him is because Jaylyn and I will forever be a part of that family...And not because of him but because of the impact that whole family has had on her life!!!! And mine for that matter...He is one of the few people in my life that I dont regret in anyway...He is part of the reason I am where I am today...And I am completely happy where I am...I love my life!!! And I am would not chane anyone or anything in it!!!!
On another note!!! I seen Bridal Wars lastnight....I do have to say that is an awesome movie!!! And can honestly say that I can totally see My sister and I in that same position!!!!
So I am not working today and have a couple things to do that I have been putting off...Grocery shopping...UGH!!! But it has to be doen!!! And some cleaning to do!!! BUt the cleaning I will do when Kent goes to hang out with his friend later...Im enjoying being lazy right now!!!
On another note!!! I seen Bridal Wars lastnight....I do have to say that is an awesome movie!!! And can honestly say that I can totally see My sister and I in that same position!!!!
So I am not working today and have a couple things to do that I have been putting off...Grocery shopping...UGH!!! But it has to be doen!!! And some cleaning to do!!! BUt the cleaning I will do when Kent goes to hang out with his friend later...Im enjoying being lazy right now!!!