Fucking Shit
Well...here I sit once more, tired once more, broken once more, and speechless once more. Being this way its probably best that I go ahead and write in this damn thing i guess. I had a shitty day motherfuckers. Woke up late (fucking 8:00 is late...i hate working like this)I bust my ass at the job trying to hurry up so i can get the hell out of there n go home n get laundry n shit done, take a shower then go out to supposedly go to the car show but maybe just borrow steves car and ride around 4 a bit, that would have been fun and probably quite relieving for me (i get off on racing ppl) BUT of course...as soon as i get over to Bills house..its starts to rain. So i did get to deive the trans am back to steves house to put it in the garage to keep it out of the rain, that was fun, but he lives like 10 mins away so it wasnt that long (plus i hit about 115 on broomes island road...so it took even less time than that) Thats a rush. I love it. so we bring the green machine (steves corolla with 20's...jeez) back and just chill and being bored out of our minds. Fuck that, i hate being bored, esp when ur with other ppl i mean cmon wtf, someone do something. Normally, Id like a good T-storm like there was today too, theyre sexy, but not today. tsk. Well i get home to find out that my parent wanna talk to me..and wont tell me about fucking what. What bitches, i mean seriously. Apparently it was just the bullshit about not drinking n whatever at Ozzfest tomorrow..so i just kinda zoned out. I was getting tired at that point anyway. Of course nothing stops there, so I got online to see who was on and talk to someone i told id be on earlier. Well bad news there, i feel like shit, and thats all ill say, normally i could care less who is offended by what i say/do, but im not trying to offend anyone tonight, ive enough other shit to deal with. I did talk to someone i havent talked to in a long time, that was surprising, and actually made me smile too (which is incredibly hard to do when i feel like that) so props to her. Ozzfest is tomorrow..mm how bittersweet. I think im gonna go shoot some rum (thats right..straight black rum) to "calm" me... and go to bed.
Tis a wondrous day of flocking emotion,
A mocking of all my half hearted devotion.
The day wishes one well and sends on its way,
to fuck you and bleed you in every which way.
But I live for it...
Until my next...
Tis a wondrous day of flocking emotion,
A mocking of all my half hearted devotion.
The day wishes one well and sends on its way,
to fuck you and bleed you in every which way.
But I live for it...
Until my next...