Nov 12, 2004 21:33
its friday. i have sooo much homework and stress and all my friensd have these problems and i just went to my grand pas house and it was the first time i was there since my grandma died and i could feel here there.i just want so many people to love me and care but they dont and im fat and everybodys pressuring me about that and today i was sitting in my grandmas store and a commercial for slim fast came up and they turned it up..Dont you think im ashames you fucking bitches...i hate being me so much im soo sad and lonely..and erica a. weems changed my life forever,at least u love me babe=)i just dont want to be me anymore