My mom blocked myspace!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Shes really gonna hate this and shell probably well flip out and well people wonder why she has high blood pressure..I know nobodys on but this is desperate for me, i left my jouirnal at my dads and i wrote like five pages last night..Well Im supposed to start college on monday, and now i dont want to. Im not even sure I want to be a psychologist anymore. Oh and I was watching comcast on demand the other day - this whole something wierd thing and it was like "retro erotica" or something ,,, and it was wierd, even though i got a little turned on hehe, and i watched this movie on one of our free channels at my dads,"EROTIC RETREAT" my brother wanted me to check it out it was ok, but wierd and there was an OLD GUY in it. It had like no plot the lady wanted everybody to get to know eachother , and well that certainly happened, my god i thought it would never end ; my brother kept coming out and covering his eyes and he "claimed" he was grossed out, but you know this is the guy that wants me to buy him porno . considering i only have my school id , ha thad be funny.. so the next day he was all "so aly" how was Erotic Retreat , and he said that part really loud , my grandpa was sitting right there, but hes like deaf so it doesnt matter.(he watched this movie called the cookout and it was not his type he , kind of makes me uncomfortable he grunts and every once in awhile he says "hey Mr. Tambourine man, polay a song for me.."And i laugh in my head so hard.. he did it all day long and im sorry but i kicked him in the nuts. This morning , i was trying to sleep and he was watching football w/ my grandpa and they were shouting and loud. Plus this whole bleeding thing (sorry, i know im random and probably sharing too much, but its what i do, ask my friends)and i told my mom the other night that i wish i was born with a penis cuz its reallyt too much and i hate wearing pads , but tampons are well scary and nothing works for me anyhow. My Ipod is really pissing me off, the songs got deleted again and when i found out i almost threw it out the window onto the road, plus this lady walked in on me at starbucks and i really scarred her, she left the store and it didnt bother me , it couldve been alot worse i shouldve brough a toy in and left it unlocked on purpose..my mom wouldve abandoned me , she got so mad when i stole jordan some seat covers for his birthday..too funny. wow ive written alot, i couldve written an essay , or taken my sats or something. i have this strange feeling like somebodys in town too, like came back,, anyway im gonna go play sims 2 , its awesome and im addicted.
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