I suck.
I fucking suck. I'm not even trying to deny it. I don't know why I fucking did this stupid shit. I am a dumbass. I hate myself. All I do is fucking cry. I wish I could explain how I feel, but I can't. I wish I could fix everything, but I can't do that either. All I can do is hope to GOD I didn't ruin his life. God I hope I didn't. I couldn't live with myself knowing I did. Please let everything be alright so he can feel better and be himself again. I don't give a fuck about me, just him.