NO BALLS! NO BALLS!
All I have to say is... I'd be lost without my sister(s). Mainly Steph right now... She's just been coming over a lot lately and hanging out and well, it's fun. I never thought it would be, but it has.
Spending this time with her has actually taught me how she viewed me before I started using and while I was using... She never mentioned to me then how much she looked up to me, until the other day. It really surprised me because I never thought she would view me like that... She said she lost her best friend when I started using and well, now that I think about it, it's true. Her and I were growing really close together then, and it all fell apart because of me. I guess you could say i'm trying to make up for lost time with her, I hope it's not too late. I don't think it is though...
My mom had a dream last night that I had a girl... She said that it looked NOTHING like me and ALL like NAte. She then said "You ARe having a girl. I just know it. You have to." hahahaha *crosses fingers* We find out Monday, AGAIN. Hopefully this time our little fetus shows us it's vagina! No balls, no balls!
I'm sick still... having a party in our new big apartment this Saturday night. Casey you come, bring Eric and Acacia you come and bring Brien. (ithink thats his name)
Anyway... being pregnant sucks. I'm not enjoying this at all... *frowns*
Spending this time with her has actually taught me how she viewed me before I started using and while I was using... She never mentioned to me then how much she looked up to me, until the other day. It really surprised me because I never thought she would view me like that... She said she lost her best friend when I started using and well, now that I think about it, it's true. Her and I were growing really close together then, and it all fell apart because of me. I guess you could say i'm trying to make up for lost time with her, I hope it's not too late. I don't think it is though...
My mom had a dream last night that I had a girl... She said that it looked NOTHING like me and ALL like NAte. She then said "You ARe having a girl. I just know it. You have to." hahahaha *crosses fingers* We find out Monday, AGAIN. Hopefully this time our little fetus shows us it's vagina! No balls, no balls!
I'm sick still... having a party in our new big apartment this Saturday night. Casey you come, bring Eric and Acacia you come and bring Brien. (ithink thats his name)
Anyway... being pregnant sucks. I'm not enjoying this at all... *frowns*