No sugar tonight in my coffee... wait, no coffee at all..

[iseemtovanish]

Ah, it makes me happy seeing my friends all excited that I'm having a baby. Also people at work at asking how I'm doing (which is fucking horrible) but really worth it. I already have someone giving me a baby swing, and offered a crib. I'm really happy that I am going to have the baby in the begining of July so I don't have to carry around all

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[iseemtovanish]

HA! You aren't the only one that felt a little weary about me being pregnant, I cried for about two days. What helped me was Nate... just being supportive and basically saying rape the state for all they have :) ha. Not just that, he really wants a child he can actually be a father to. He wants to make some better choices now that he hadn't made before. I do have to say he's having a hell of a time dealing with my bitchy ass tho. From being sick all the time, and crampy he gets the brunt of it and whoa, watch out when I'm pissed. Which, well we all know I get pissed over nothing.
I've been waiting for your response on what you really thought, and you really have no Idea how good it feels to hear those comforting words come from you. When I found out you were pregnant I was pissed, and the only reason was because you wouldn't be coming back and we wouldn't be "the same". I then slowly realized that change is good and what makes us happy makes us stronger. Soooo, anyway I hate being all serious it really makes my tits sag and my skin wrinkle.
I hope I have a GIRRRRLLLLL, I'll let you know asap. I'll also try and get a picture to you. I check your myspace daily to see if any new pics are up. Dude I think Max is one of the prettiest babies I've seen. Honestly, and you know I'd tell you otherwise. hahaha I hope your crotch feels good and I hope that maybe in a few years we can see eachother sometime.
xoxoxoxoxooxox
I miss you!