May 29, 2004 02:25
Let's go back
Back to the beginning
Back to when the earth, the sun, the stars all aligned
'Cause perfect didn't feel so perfect
Trying to fit a square into a circle
Was no life
I defy
Let the rain fall down
And wake my dreams
Let it wash away
My sanity
'Cause I wanna feel the thunder
I wanna scream
Let the rain fall down
I'm coming clean, I'm coming clean
I'm shedding
Shedding every color
Trying to find a pigment of truth
Beneath my skin
'Cause different
Doesn't feel so different
And going out is better
Than always staying in
Feel the wind
yes. it is hilary duff that best explains how i feel. and that song is the song of my week.
my horribly bad awful no good week.
so i'm homeless...and poor...
and i have a ton of bricks on my shoulders and heart. and nothing beneath my feet.
but hopefully things won't be so bad for so long. everyone goes through a hard time in there lives...right?
at least i can go through it and say that its not so bad because i have the great friends in the world.
kyle is letting me stay at his place tonight.
and daniel is going to try to move to madison and him and i can get an apartment together and be awesome roomies.
i don't know what i'll do next week...hopefully i'll have a second job and more money though. oh man.
pssttt..i'm the one with aids in my stomach now and i miss you.