May 07, 2004 15:05
i've been doing a lot of thinking..
and i realized a lot of things the way my life is going.
and i must say...
i've never been so scared in all my life.
somewhere down the line the whole everything will workout on its own stopped happening and i messed up and i'm not sure what to do now.
and i've had a nightmare every night this week and i really just want it all to stop.
i'm just going to keep thinking that one day...maybe months from now...this will be just something to remember...or forget.