crazyness..pure chaos T-Minus 3 days
the last few days have been crazy...
my aunts mad sick...my uncle had just passed away...and yet again i felt like i myself wanted to die. i did try to die but i guess it wasnt my time..
Mike and i had a long conversation last night and he made me realize im too nice to people. I let them take advantage n walk all over me. i jump for everyone at anytime for instance last week darnell asked me for a ride to the other campus an although i was sick and pukin i got outta bed to take him. i never say no to anybody...my best friend fucked me over and even though she did if she needed me id be there in an instant. he made me realize a lot and i think it makes our relationship a lot stronger when we have deep talks like that. I mean hes my best friend and although we've done the bf gf thing we were friends first so we're friends now..i miss him...fuckin florida international university hes too far away...but its ok my bday is in 4 days my cousin comes in 3..the limo n party should be tight! im excited the big 18!
my aunts mad sick...my uncle had just passed away...and yet again i felt like i myself wanted to die. i did try to die but i guess it wasnt my time..
Mike and i had a long conversation last night and he made me realize im too nice to people. I let them take advantage n walk all over me. i jump for everyone at anytime for instance last week darnell asked me for a ride to the other campus an although i was sick and pukin i got outta bed to take him. i never say no to anybody...my best friend fucked me over and even though she did if she needed me id be there in an instant. he made me realize a lot and i think it makes our relationship a lot stronger when we have deep talks like that. I mean hes my best friend and although we've done the bf gf thing we were friends first so we're friends now..i miss him...fuckin florida international university hes too far away...but its ok my bday is in 4 days my cousin comes in 3..the limo n party should be tight! im excited the big 18!