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I'm back in Montana, I arrived early this morning. Everything is kinda crazy. I'm absolutely exhausted even after sleeping for 6 hours after I got back. I haven't done much, but I have all weekend to clean out the place. Jamie and I are on very good terms and are working everything out. I got to see her new place which is actually only a few blocks from my new apartment.
The bus trip was much better than the first. I met a lot of really cool people that traveled most of the way with me. There was one guy that I talked to a lot and that was neat. He was having problems with his wife, they're getting a divorce. He was concerned about me.
I didn't leave Jeremy on the best terms, which really upsets me. I had to bite back tears a few times on the trip. Its very emotional for me because I'm very confused. This really sucks, I wish I had time to talk to him about everything before I had to leave. I know I get to talk to him on the phone, but I wish this could be done in person.
I don't know what will happen but I do know that I love Jeremy so much that it hurts and no matter what, he'll always have a special place in my heart.
The bus trip was much better than the first. I met a lot of really cool people that traveled most of the way with me. There was one guy that I talked to a lot and that was neat. He was having problems with his wife, they're getting a divorce. He was concerned about me.
I didn't leave Jeremy on the best terms, which really upsets me. I had to bite back tears a few times on the trip. Its very emotional for me because I'm very confused. This really sucks, I wish I had time to talk to him about everything before I had to leave. I know I get to talk to him on the phone, but I wish this could be done in person.
I don't know what will happen but I do know that I love Jeremy so much that it hurts and no matter what, he'll always have a special place in my heart.