How long is forever?
How long is forever?
A day? A week? A month? A year?
I always wanted to live forever,
To see how the world changes,
See and discover new things,
Visit places no one has ever seen.
But whats the point now?
I don't even want to see tomorrow.
What's the purpose of memories,
With no one to share them with?
I sit here eating the last of her kisses,
Wishing they had the warmth and softness of the real thing.
So again I ask how long is forever?
How long is forever and eternity?
I always questioned whether my heart could beat that long.
Looks like i've found my answer.
Forever for us was 1yr, 8 months, and 14 days.
Does that seem much like forever?
You said you couldn't live without me
I guess that was a lie.
I meant when I said it,
And just because I said it doesn't mean you had to.
You said we would be together forever
Yet again I am reminded that our forever wasn't long at all.
I feel like giving up
Running from this feeling
Running from this pain
Running from this anger
This anger at myself for fucking it all up
But I know there's no purpose to running
Cause now I'm in a real forever
This feeling, this pain, this anger
They're my true forever.
So I guess you weren't lying
You will be with me forever,
Just not physically,
Not the way I thought you meant.
Not the way I thought you wanted it to be.
But either way I thank you
For this forever of pain.
A day? A week? A month? A year?
I always wanted to live forever,
To see how the world changes,
See and discover new things,
Visit places no one has ever seen.
But whats the point now?
I don't even want to see tomorrow.
What's the purpose of memories,
With no one to share them with?
I sit here eating the last of her kisses,
Wishing they had the warmth and softness of the real thing.
So again I ask how long is forever?
How long is forever and eternity?
I always questioned whether my heart could beat that long.
Looks like i've found my answer.
Forever for us was 1yr, 8 months, and 14 days.
Does that seem much like forever?
You said you couldn't live without me
I guess that was a lie.
I meant when I said it,
And just because I said it doesn't mean you had to.
You said we would be together forever
Yet again I am reminded that our forever wasn't long at all.
I feel like giving up
Running from this feeling
Running from this pain
Running from this anger
This anger at myself for fucking it all up
But I know there's no purpose to running
Cause now I'm in a real forever
This feeling, this pain, this anger
They're my true forever.
So I guess you weren't lying
You will be with me forever,
Just not physically,
Not the way I thought you meant.
Not the way I thought you wanted it to be.
But either way I thank you
For this forever of pain.