May 15, 2004 01:14
[x] this week has been a very busy week. it is now official - my last show with shelton will be on on june 23 at workplay. im quitting in order to put all of my efforts and resources into going back to school and properly learning how to play music/piano. i told the guys on thursday night, and i have to say it was pretty emotional, however, i respect them so much for the way they took the news. most people would have thrown a fit or gotten angry or resentful, but they simply said 'we support you and respect you for this'. these guys are the best friends i have, simply put.
[x] i've been thinking a lot lately about love, just love in general. how i want to fall in love, and someone to love me back. i know a bunch of people who are into just hooking up with people and that's about it. that's just not me. i want something more. something real. something deep. i want to have someone to spoil, to laugh with, to talk to, etc...i want someone to go to the art museum with, to watch tv with, to waste time together with...oh where are you?
[x] this is my last night in my current residence. sad, but good to know i am getting into a better situation.
[x] im nervous about this weekend, mainly due to one event that i won't go into detail about.