Mar 09, 2008 16:41
I'd hate to get this out any other way other than here. To have this on paper would do nothing more than irritate me. To have it lingering around, sitting, making an appearance every now and again when I open a drawer or peer over my shoulder. Maybe it would be best to have it available at all times though. Carry it in my pocket for when you call...a keepsake of sorts. Wretched keepsake.
I am angry
You say you have all the control of this relationship and dictate a lot which is true but I never thought you would out right abuse this power. I have low expectations of most people, but not those who are supposed to care and be friends, especially you. I sometimes wonder if you are just acting like you always do in a relationship. That be the case, I really don't wonder why a 23 year old's longest relationship was 6 months, I really don't.