ugh.
i was looking at babycenter earlier and i did some math and i could be anywhere between nine and a half and eleven and a half weeks pregnant.
i was sick all night and i don't feel well today. and i'm having horrible boughts of feeling sorry for myself.
i'm at the point where none of my pants fit, but i still don't fit into my maternity pants. there are maybe 5 things in my entire wardrobe that are comfortable or fit right. the rest make me feel like i would be better off walking around in my underwear and a tshirt. even my pajama pants suck right now.
it's all making me feel horribly unattractive and lumpy.
and i quit smoking so i'm irritable and whiney and feeling even fatter because i'm eating instead of smoking.
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yeah.
i was sick all night and i don't feel well today. and i'm having horrible boughts of feeling sorry for myself.
i'm at the point where none of my pants fit, but i still don't fit into my maternity pants. there are maybe 5 things in my entire wardrobe that are comfortable or fit right. the rest make me feel like i would be better off walking around in my underwear and a tshirt. even my pajama pants suck right now.
it's all making me feel horribly unattractive and lumpy.
and i quit smoking so i'm irritable and whiney and feeling even fatter because i'm eating instead of smoking.
SDKLFNKLSDJHLGJKNDFGJBS.
yeah.