Dec 14, 2005 00:08
I wish I could relive it all-- When the cd you gave became my sound track...when the songs weren't so painful. When we'd meet at Barnes and Noble and steal kisses in the parking lot. I loved your car. I wish I could convince my parents to let me drive to San Carlos one more time and to let me stay out until midnight...no one...no two. I wish we had to worry about your parents walking in. I wish I was holding your hand every day. I wish I could smell photo chemicals because they remind me of how we used to ignore each other during first period. I wish you would walk me to class. I wish we were driving down familiar roads and meeting in familiar places with familiar friends. I wish the cold felt like it did last year. I wish we were watching movies on my couch. I wish you were here.
The rhythm of my footsteps crossing flood lands to your door have been silenced, forevermore.
The distance is quite simply much too far for me to row, it seems farther than ever before.
I need you so much closer.